Do you think that any man woman or child may be saved?
me personally, i've slept with a prostitute, lied, stolen, beaten,destroyed an apartment, did drugs disrespected people without a good reason, not respecting mother or father; and if i can remember 1 time in my life i've done something right.....i can't......i've done nothing but sin my entire life;
and what of murderers who truly feel what they did is wrong (ive never killed anybody) but; are they beyond redemption?
for me speaking for humanity it's not a matter of where we went wrong, but if at any point in time where did we go right?
where can we? it's easy to cling to the lord and sin on a daily basis;which in a sense is blasphemy,
even even we do repent.....sin is everywhere; at this current moment in time it's unavoidable;
so how would 1 turn from sin in such a wicked world anyway?
and how can i sit by and watch my brothers and sisters on this earth perish; and feel nothing for them when they do? it just does not seem right.........mankind makes me sick to my stomach......i wish i could say that's what we've become but as a race we've always been sick in the head........if there is true knowledge in the bible whats to say what is and isn't true in it, as man could easily corrupt it?
where did we go right; and where can we?
while people claim infinite wisdom......not following the teachings of those set out before them;
while the past repeats itself as people continue to do wicked deeds with no sense of remorse;
its people lost and cofused; freedom essentially stripped away; say i wanted to go feed some starving people out of my own pocket; customs would not allow me to bring my bread and water with me on the journey;it's as if those currently in charge want us to suffer
i've never been religious but,....that's only because of horrible horrible role models; last night i found myself ashamed of everything i've ever done on this earth; and asked for some kind of ...i do not know something some kind of sign before i went to bed; and do you know what i dreamed of?
masonry- in a school setting; surrounded by evil people in suits with smiles, as they watched an unhumanly gory movie (behind a curtain, i didnt take an interest in either movie really), and a movie about american politics; young and old were there, as i went outside the classroom to get something from a locker. a young boy walks up to me and asks - well i forgot what it was; but something along the lines of has it happened yet and has the gory movie started before the child burst into flames before my very eyes as his eyelids went dark and he ran down the hallway arms flailing in the air, but in the dream instead of worry for the boy i charged back into the classroom feeling safe, and then i woke up;
i dont know where i'm going with this.....sorry for the rant; i've just had alot on my mind lately